10/10/2007
10/06/2007
10/02/2007
Cazwell
Yes, that Cazwell.
Buy it, listen to it, love it.
Youtube links:
[1] I buy my socks on 14th st.
[2] Watch my mouth.
[3] Do you wanna beeak up?
[4] All over your face.
Gritty nasty hip hop fags.
Hott.
Links:
[1] MySpace
[2] WWW
[3] I-Tunes
10/01/2007
9/30/2007
9/29/2007
9/22/2007
in honor of the BEAM family
i wonder how often things just fall into place. a stray kiss, a momentary glance that turns into everything.
and sometimes i feel like this... happily burned and screaming.
9/14/2007
Damage Discovered
Damage is everywhere.
1.Though my voice may have seemed calm over the phone, I didn't want you to know that I was really sobbing.
2.Sometimes when I'm home alone I talk to myself, then answer in another voice just to make conversation.
3.
I took down the pictures of her, carefully looking at only the corners.via:
onesentence
9/11/2007
9/10/2007
9/06/2007
9/05/2007
i couldn't agree more
on a daily basis i hear it. i'm sure you do too. it doesn't matter if you're white, black, orange or that rare color of blue i see radiating from the pores of people who are fascinated by white noise. its there. its pervasive. and its just plain fucking stupid.
i'm a big fan of the english language. if i wasn't i would have finished my courses in french, moved to montreal and lived out my days surrounded by francophiles and amateur gay porn studios. but i'm here. and i write in english. its such a malleable language, so expressive. and expansive as well. the language has grown so much just in the past 50 years, and i can't say that's much of a bad thing. the english language absorbs cultural idioms and integrates them in a way that really no other established language can (maybe except esperanto). and i welcome these changes for the most part. anything that increases the way in which i can intelligently express myself i am all for. but there has to be a line. and a little mouthless kitten has found it.
here
some may say this is an affront to ethnic cultures, but i don't agree. as i said, i hear this utter crap on a daily basis and it spews forth like a rainbow of syntax diarrhea. it comes from all races, all creeds, all levels of education. sure, i guess there is a time and a place for 'urban baby-talk', and in my mind that place should be the arena of mindless humor and harmless jest, not in the arena of public opinion.
in conclusion:
rule #46: if all that comes out of your mouth is shit, one day you'll be bound to step in it.
9/03/2007
galleria damage
anytime i find an image that furthers my goal of defining and abating damage as we know it, i will post it. so without further ado...
for your viewing pleasure. discuss.
8/31/2007
Robert Alexis
In the world of Human Damage, the deepest wounds are sometimes those of gender. Boys and Girls are often not what they seem. Take the case of Alexis Arquette.
[Alexis] Arquette , in the earlier years of her career, primarily performed as a female impersonator, frequently under the name "Eva Destruction". Later in her career, she made public that she had begun the process leading to sex reassignment surgery. To this end, Arquette has publicly declared that she considers her gender to be female.
Also.
A two-hour documentary about Alexis Arquette's impending sex change is set to air on Queer Day (Oct 14, 2007). [She] has been filming the documentary footage for more than a year including initial therapy sessions and her first hormone injections. The project will culminate with her completed surgery and she just received the go-ahead from psychiatrists to proceed with the operation.
I cannot imagine being so confused about myself that I would have a surgery to correct a psychological flaw. Especially one where I removed my penis. While I often feel too fem or exceptionally womanlike I would NEVER EVER want to get rid of my penis. I love my penis.
I hope her new vagina is everything she hoped for!
8/29/2007
damagewiki
in an effort to blur the line between frequent and personal readers and those that may just come out of the woodwork to read these seemingly random thoughts and rants and sanatorium scarred screams, i think we should start a ghetto damagewiki.
although our definitions and explanations may not be complete, they may give a rough outline to the scribbled sketches that appear in these pages. entries can be one word to flowing diatribes of filth and circular logic. after all, we all define the world in our own way, other peoples opinions only act as the occasional signpost, whether it say yeild or detour, or even falling rock. in the end the neural pathways we travel are those of our making, the endings always not quite but completely what we expect.
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bdc - for some, the only reason to watch professional sports. for others pygmallion, and still others denial. its our worst fear and our greatest wish. it's the dog that licks your face when you come home, and the cat that hides in your closet. its tragically beautiful and never obtainable. and the 'd' usually ends up easily ignored or disproven after a kiss or two.
8/27/2007
8/25/2007
Gayer Than
Us queers have a long history of hating each other and throwing sass around at bars. Insults have become a refined word game. In honor of this, every time I hear a new one I'll post a "He's gayer than...".
8/22/2007
it's a small world... not a ride
people sometimes surprise you. i find that in the least suitable moments in the most unexpected ways, that is the time when people show their true faces.
'i'm glad i could do this for you, for all of you. i like making my friends happy.'
'i never want you to think that i wouldn't sacrifice for you'
'sometimes you amaze me just by being in my life'
'you are not something i want to be around right now'
'i'm staying home because you just aren't me right now'
5 different people. revelations.
8/08/2007
7/24/2007
Health
While avoiding the advances of a tragic little mess last Sunday, I happened upon this bit of wisdom.
MESS: Do you have a cigarette?
Q: I don't smoke.
MESS: How healthy.
Q: I drink though.
MESS: You're still healthy.
Q: I use injection drugs.
MESS: (decides that I am still healthy just for not smoking)
If all it takes to be healthy is not smoking, all of you had better quit.
I see a rule hidden in here somewhere.
7/23/2007
7/19/2007
7/18/2007
7/10/2007
hijacking the sun
i've been thinking about lucifer lately. i've cruised the sites of philosophical and theosophical luciferians, the mindless opposition of the religious right, and the historical essays by entymoligical scholars. i've seen a progression from proper noun, to adjective, to concept, back to proper noun as history dictates the black and white of religion and secular science. the word itself, in essence, is light. its reflected planetary positions, the lamp of the suns, the origin of the stars, and a fallen shadow that plots agains all morality. lucifer is a word of power, no doubt, as ancient as yhwh or baal, zeus or osiris. it has been transfigured into a literary figure, from biblical interpretations to milton, and most recently a comic book. say lucifer and you trigger a reaction, an ancestral memory or a modern moral crusade. objectively, it can be said that on certain levels, we all strive toward a luciferian existence, and maybe thats why they hate him so much.
i want to be a divine light, regardless of who i piss off.
7/09/2007
the lowest common denominator
i've started to use a little add-on for firefox called stumble. it pretty much randomly sends you to a website submitted by registered users of the stumble community based on selections that you personally chose from a list of categories such as astronomy, physics, religion, music, blogs and many many more.
so for shits i picked religion and i think that's the reason why i get so damn many jesus loves you and hates your brain web sites. i've found search engines that bring up passages in the bible, about 432 versions of bible wiki crap, daily affirmations of bigotry and hate in the name of a cruel and vengeful creator, and i don't know how many praises for the presidents ascendancy into his predestined position of the second coming of christ.
i have not once stumbled upon a site about any other religion that was specifically labeled in the relidion category of the stumble program. the one site that i got on wicca was listed under 'bizarre/oddities'. for a religion that proclaims on a daily basis how persecuted it is, as far as the consensus of a quite large internet community, christianity seems to be the only religion that qualifies as so.
i want to ask when this happened, but thats a stupid question. cruise around, do google searches for about any subject except maybe tentacle rape and you will find some sort of 'christian' slant on said subject. the pseudo science of creationism was practically born out of internet discussion rooms and newsgroups that started out in fact as legitimate science resources.
its just really sad that something that could be used for personal empowerment and self - education and free artistic expression is overrun by what amounts to a worldwide cult of obsessed zealots and egoistic bigots.
conversely, i did find this
7/08/2007
meant to be broken
rule #18: you have to break rule number 17 to truly appreciate its worth
rule #333: if smurfette sits on your face a full rules assessment must be done before going out in public.
by the by... eilujsion is posting through me. she can't come to the keyboard at the moment, which reminds me of another rule....
rule #56: you're only emo on the outside.
death to shmoopy
thinking about things, and past things, and his things...
rule # 212 : anything that has been inside shmoopy doesn't go inside me.
7/07/2007
barry man-i-low
i find it horrible that i'm obsessed with celebrity and what and who and why they do. i've had this talk. i was a celebrity. we all used to be.
soft rock star.
7/06/2007
christ and a thursday
who the hell do you think you are?
its a kind of nice saying. makes us feel important. makes me feel like shit.
whooooo?
aaaaare?
you?
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